- Answers
- Unseen Therapist At Work - Plus Insights
- Recordings 1-50
- "I Must Do It Right...Or Else" - A Childhood Abuse Session
- George's Premature Ejaculation Problem
- Virginia's "Not Good Enough" Dilemma
- What CAUSES "Karen's" Psychosis?
- DeeDee's Sibling Forgiveness
- Andre: Followup On Nightmares, Panic, Etc.
- Resolving Dave's Deeply Held "Father Anger"
- Reviving Stan's Sexual Impotence
- "I Must Do It Right!" And "It's My Fault" And More
- Do We Need An OEFT Specialist For Self-Harm Issues?
- What Causes Eczema?
- A Remedy For Guilt
- Forgiveness - A Big Topic
- Relationships: "I Run Away" - Full "Good Start" Session
- Jenny And The Empath Issue
- How To Be Thorough In Your Sessions
- Childhood Abuse - A Full "Good Start" Session
- Webinar 117 - How To Communicate With The Unseen Therapist
- The Importance Of CAUSE... With Sheri Baker
- How To Transition From EFT Tapping to OEFT (Unseen Therapist)
- Why Doesn't OEFT (Unseen Therapist) Work For Me?
- Exploring The CAUSE Of Fear, Panic, Heart Issues And More
- What Are The Realistic Expectations Of The Unseen Therapist?
- Many Ways To Communicate With Unseen Therapist
- Relief For Anger & Rejection With The Unseen Therapist
- Anxiety, Agoraphobia, & More: Full "Good Start" Session
- Another Way To Find Core Issues
- Adrian D's Back Pain: Impressive Delayed Healing
- How To Communicate With The Unseen Therapist
- How To Know If You Are Hearing Unseen Therapist's "Voice"
- Hesitant About Working With The Unseen Therapist?
- Dizziness, Anxiety And Blocked Emotions: An Unseen Therapist "Good Start" Session
- Simplicity In Recalling A Loving Moment
- Is Your Issue Logical... Or Emotional? And What To Do About It
- The "Blame Game" That Robs Our Personal Peace
- Unseen Therapist For Physical Ailments
- How To Approach "True Forgiveness"
- What Is REALLY Behind Rod's Serious Disease?
- Better In-Depth Results Using Association
- Success Resolving 30 Year Digestive Problems
- Full "Good Start" Session On Financial Freedom For Stan
- Relief For Marlene's Childhood Abuse - Full "Good Start" Session
- EFT Guild Presentation - EFT History, Examples, Q&A
- Four Unexpected Benefits From The Unseen Therapist
- Unseen Therapist Kicks The Center Out Of "Family Grief"
- Can Unseen Therapist Handle More Than One Issue At A Time?
- Unseen Therapist Expands Judy's Benefits - Learning To Listen
- Nadia: "Nobody Wants Me"
- Esophagus Problems
- Amelia's Hurting Hands
- How Do I Know If I Am Doing It "Right"?
- Macular Degeneration - Full "Good Start" Session
- Recordings 51-100
- The Benefits Of Consistently Asking The Unseen Therapist
- Why Do We Give Our Power Away When We Have The Unseen Therapist?
- Bringing Peace To An Extreme Anxiety Case
- "Impossible" Lung Cancer Recovery
- Resolution Of Severe Agoraphobia, Allergies, OCD, Depression And More
- Using EFT Effectively With A Toddler
- Can The Unseen Therapist Help Improve My Breathing?
- Using The Unseen Therapist To Release Childhood Sexual Torture
- Is Arthritis Pain REALLY Reversible?
- Normal Symptoms After A High Quality Session With The Unseen Therapist
- The Unseen Therapist Brings About A Beneficial Breathing Rhythm
- Can The Unseen Therapist Remake Bones, Tendons & Body Parts?
- Andre's Spectacular Visit With The Unseen Therapist
- May I Use Muscle Testing Along With The Unseen Therapist?
- Does EFT Or OEFT Cause Other Issues?
- If I Have Multiple Issues, Where Do I Start With Unseen Therapist?
- What If I Can't Locate Childhood Memories For Unseen Therapist To Address?
- Speeding Up The Healing Of Injuries
- How To Softly Address A Major Traumatic Event
- What If My Issue Won't Shift?
- What Is Really Behind Sarah's Breathing Problem?
- Can The Unseen Therapist Change The Unfairness Of The World?
- Does The Unseen Therapist Show Us Other Related Issues?
- Why Am I Getting Nowhere With EFT?
- Is There A Tapping Script For Fibroids?
- What If I Don't Remember The Details Of My Specific Event?
- What's Really Behind Her Lack Of Emotional Freedom?
- How To Avoid Failure
- A Common Sense Approach To Remedy Schizophrenia
- What Else May Cause Flu/Covid/Vaccination Symptoms?
- Exploring For Barb's Deeper Issues
- Severe Covid Vaccination Side Effects Disappear With The Unseen Therapist
- Cancer Patient Gains Extraordinary Peace
- Getting Beyond, "I Am Worthless."
- Bulimia: First Class Recovery Via The Unseen Therapist
- Dealing With "I'm Not Good Enough" And Rejection
- Getting Beyond Family Beliefs
- Emotional Solutions For Skin Problems
- The Ultimate Cause For Just About Everything
- Back Pain: Unique Causes And Solutions
- Solving Your Anxiety Issues
- Some Blocks To Success (Including The "Unknown")
- What's Not Done Yet?
- How To Address Acid Reflux, Hiatal Hernia & A-Fib
- My Husband Cheated On Me
- Is Freedom From Transverse Myelitis Possible?
- "Why Can't I Be Successful?"
- Forgiveness, Understanding And Childhood Sexual Abuse
- When People Self-Sabotage Their Results...
- Tinnitus and Kidney Issues Have Emotional Causes
- "I Am Powerless"
- Recordings 101-150
- Gabrielle Rutten, MD & Unseen Therapist Resolve Eye Pressure Issues
- Unseen Therapist Brings Relief To A Scary Traumatic Event
- Unseen Therapist Helps With Fatigue, Restless Leg Syndrome And Depression - A Good Start Session
- "Miriam's" Breathing Challenges - Asthma: A Good Start Session
- Jan Smith's New Hips
- "Sadie" Gets Deeper Into A Specific Event
- Using The Unseen Therapist For Children
- Using The Unseen Therapist As A Coach
- Using The Unseen Therapist For Parental Issues
- The Evolution of EFT, OEFT And The Unseen Therapist
- Helping Alice's Constant Stress - A "Good Start" Session
- Marni: Not Good Enough itis
- Recordings 1-50
- NewThink
- Episodes 1- 50
- #1: How To Get Faster (And Better) Recovery From Accidental Injuries
- #2: Impressive Improvement For Autism
- #3: From EFT To The Pot Of Gold
- #4: How To Fall In Love With A Butterfly
- #5: Unique Remedy For Multiple Sclerosis
- #6: Ask The Unseen Therapist, Save Time
- #7: Migraine Headaches - Aiming At The Cause
- #8: Does Gary Endorse Other EFT Trainings?
- #9: Revolutionizing Prayer
- #10: Will The Unseen Therapist Suffice?
- #11: Surrogate EFT - Why Does It Work And Who Can Do It?
- #12: Our "Impossible" Healings
- #13: Does Unseen Therapist Interfere With Your Free Will?
- #14: Why Do My Bad Memories Come Back?
- #15: Can I Sing A Higher Note?
- #16: One Ultimate Remedy For Everything
- #17: Thoughts On The Stairway To Miracles
- #18: We All Have The Same Issues
- #19: Do I Need To Be "Spiritual" For Unseen Therapist's Help?
- #20: What is Optimal EFT?
- #21: Optimal EFT vs EFT Tapping
- #22: Stuttering
- #23: What Are The "Right Words" To Use With EFT Tapping?
- #24: The world Is An Illusion
- #25: The Arrogance Of Our Senses
- #26: Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS) And Its True Cause
- #27: OEFT - We Are Just Beginning
- #28: Optimal EFT - From Simple To Advanced
- #29: Is Everyone In Prison?
- #30: I Need To Be In Love With You
- #31: The Wisdom Is IN HERE
- #32: Learning To Listen
- #33: Working Together - Enhancing The Process
- #34: What Is Real Freedom?
- #35: The Ultimate Mentor
- #36: OEFT - The Big Picture
- Episodes 1- 50
- "Impossible" Healings
- "Impossible" Avoidance Of A C-Section
- Chronic Kidney Failure Shows "Impossible" Reversal: Blood Pressure Dramatically Improves
- Sandy Baker's “Impossible” Healing Of Her Frozen Shoulder
- Three "Impossible" Healings By An Unseen Therapist Newcomer
- "I Have NEVER Seen Anything Like This In My Medical Career"
- "Impossible": Finding A Lost Item, Calming An Aggressive Dog
- "Impossible" Healing For Severe Constipation
- Maite's Multiple "Impossible" Healings
- Far-Reaching "Impossible" Benefits
- Norma's "Impossible" Atrial Fibrillation (A-Fib) Healing
- "Impossible": From Sadness to Happiness In Minutes
- "Impossible" Healing of Asthma and Numbness
- The "Impossible" Healing of Bacterial Meningitis
- "Impossible" Overnight Back Pain Recovery
- "Impossible" Migraine Relief in Minutes
- Bennie The Dog's "Impossible" Heart Arrhythmia Recovery
- Gary's Severe Knee Injury Recovers In 24 Hours.
- "Impossible" Anger Management in One Session
- Shelagh's "impossible" recovery from a back injury
- Brenda's "Impossible" Arm Pain Relief
- "Impossible" Healings: Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibromyalgia and More
- "Impossible" Calming of Special Needs Children
- "Impossible" Healings: Rash and Severe Headaches
- "Impossible" Healing of Multiple Events
- An "Impossible" healing for Pablo's Meningitis
- Kathleen Quinlan's "Impossible" Lucid Dream Experience
- Dan Paul's "Impossible" relief for asthma and many other ailments.
- Russell Byrne Witnesses "Impossible" Peace in the Prison
- Kathleen Lowndes Uses The Unseen Therapist For "Impossible" Recoveries
- Gabrielle Rutten, MD's "impossible" Optimal EFT result with her students
- Helle's Decades Long Unforgiveness Issue Suddenly Crumbled
- Rita Lee has "Impossible" Hearing Recovery
- Elaine Leggett's "Impossible" Therapy Session
- Rita Lee has "impossible" vision recovery
- Piedad Now Has A Normal Menstrual Cycle
- Camille's "impossible" neck recovery
- A kidney stone miracle
- The "Impossible" Social Phobia - Gone
- The Unseen Therapist brings Sue Wilson a "State of Grace"
- Chelsey no longer craves alcohol
- Francoise's "impossible" jaw pain -- all gone in 5 minutes
- Michel's Hematoma Vanished Overnight - "Impossible?"
- A Remedy for Diane's "Impossible" Thin-Walled Blood Veins
- The Stairway To Miracles
- Intro
- The Stairway to Miracles
- There's Only One Of Us
- Our Dream
- True Forgiveness
- True Healing
- "I Am Not A Body, I Am free"
- The Ultimate Mentor
- The Ultimate Skill
- Prayer With a Purpose
- The Unseen Therapist on the Basketball Court
- The Game Where Everybody Wins
- A visit to "Seal City"
- "I'm in love with a butterfly"
- Lessons From A Rose
- A New "Vision"
- An Interview With God
- The Peace Parade
- Gratitude Forever
- Sharon's Magic Genie
- Lessons From Multiple Personalities
- A Poetic Journey To Oneness
- Science or Senses?
- A Miracle Moment
- Questions and Answers
- Is There A Non-Medical Way To Calm Anxiety?
- Does EFT Work Without This "Innovation?"
- Is There Scientific Evidence That Emotional Stress Weakens Our Immune Systems?
- Q&A Regarding "Old School EFT Tapping"
- How Can I Get Beyond Procrastination?
- What If I Can't Access My Emotions?
- Comparing EFT Tapping With Optimal EFT (The Unseen Therapist)
- What CAUSES Food Sensitivities?
- Should We "Tap In" The Positive?
- Bladder Control For An MS Patient?
- Can I Release A Tight Muscle In My Back?
- Money Issues And Fetus Issues
- Can EFT Help Me Recover From My Stroke?
- What Happens After Death?
- What Causes Dermatitis?
- Who Created Our Bodies?
- Is There Hope for Meniere's Disease?
- Can I Heal My A-Fib And Lyme Disease?
- I Really Need Help With My Love Life
- Can EFT Help With Paralysis?
- Do I need An EFT Specialist For Premature Ejaculation?
- Do I Have To Wait For Enlightenment To Get Results With OEFT?
- Can EFT Help With Shy Bladder?
- What About EFT For Cataracts and Ulcerative Colitis (IBD)?
- Can EFT Help My Blood-Clumping (Rouleau)?
- How Do I Use EFT For Those Who Can't Speak?
- Can EFT Help Me With Multiple Chemical Sensitivities?
- A Question About EFT Setup Affirmations
- Can You Help Me With Parkinson’s?
- Can EFT Treat Worm Infections?
- What EFT Technique Is Best For Weight Loss?
- How Do I Measure My Spinal Subluxation Intensity?
- What EFT Protocol Should I Use For Type 2 Diabetes?
- How To Find The "Root Cause" Of My Blood Pressure Problem?
- What To Do With My Trigeminal Neuralgia?
- Will Drugs Interfere With PTSD Treatment?
- Help With My Husband's Erectile Dysfunction And "Washed Up" Issues
- Can You Help Me Escape From PTSD?
- Can We Ever Not Be Sad About Broken Relationships?
- What About EFT Tapping vs. Optimal EFT?
- Can The Unseen Therapist Relieve My Son's Extreme Allergies?
- Can You Help Me With The "Yips?"
- Can You Help My Friend With Cancer?
- A Question About Narcolepsy
- What About "Laying On Of Hands?
- Can My Ailments Re-occur after using The Unseen Therapist?
- Is There A Cure For Type 1 Diabetes?
- What To Do About My Anxiety And Pains?
- What To Do About My Chronic Anxiety?
- Can We Create Comfort For Someone With Mental Illness?
- Can Gary's "Spiritual Gifts" Shrink My Fibroids?
- What Are The Benefits of Optimal EFT (OEFT)?
- The "Quick Fix" Myth of EFT
- What about animals?
- The Unseen Therapist and Lyme Disease
- Gary Gives Advanced Pointers To Paul Smith For ALS
- Can The Unseen Therapist Help With Sciatica?
- Kevin MacNeil asks about blood pressure
- Can you explain illnesses in infants, children and animals?
- EFT to attract a spouse?
- Should a cancer patient read The Unseen Therapist book?
- The Unseen Therapist and a balding issue
- Are there deeper levels to address?
- Dietland asks an advanced question about specific events
- Questions on world issues, prayer and EFT buddies
- "What if I cannot connect with the feeling within a specific event?"
- How do I approach chronic bronchitis?
- "Can I move through many specific events in a session?"
- Why do I stretch or laugh during Optimal EFT?
- An MD asks, "Why do you abandon medicine?"
- Results
- Andre's Visit From The Unseen Therapist During Panicky Times
- Another Letter From Andre On His Extraordinary Unseen Therapist Results
- Skin Burns Vanish In Mere Hours
- Andre's OCD Has Vanished
- Impressive Kidney Disease Recovery
- Reducing The Inner Resistance To Resolving Intense Anger
- Relief For Bingeing
- What Was The Real Cause Of These Pains?
- Lessons From A Congested Chest
- Benefits While Transitioning From EFT Tapping To OEFT
- Unseen Therapist Answers The Question: "Should I Get Vaccinated?"
- Newbie's Heart Issues Improve Quickly With The Unseen Therapist
- Webinar #114 - Communicating With The Unseen Therapist - Nami
- Impressive Guidance By The Unseen Therapist
- More WOW Moments From A New OEFT Member
- WOW Moments From A New OEFT Member
- Tymen Gets Unusual Relief From Triggering Memories
- Multiple Benefits From EFT and OEFT Over The Years
- Beyond EFT Tapping For Anxiety
- Skeptical Alexander Asks If This Was Beginner's Luck
- Did The Unseen Therapist Fix Monica's iPhone?
- Unseen Therapist Guidance, Depression And Unexpected Side Effect
- Husband's Behavior Dramatically Changes
- The Unseen Therapist Enhances Romance
- Hip & Leg Pains Fade As A Result Of Emotional Work
- "The Headache Went Away"
- OEFT Member Shares Her Progress
- Lovability Issues And Tennis Elbow Vanish At The Same Time
- Covid Sufferer Gains Relief
- Nance Receives Multiple Benefits From The Unseen Therapist
- OEFT Course Insights & Pain Experiment
- Larynx Swelling Disappears After Finding The Emotional Cause
- Praise For Severe Diabetes Leg Pain Recovery
- Severely Infected Tooth Socket Recovers Overnight
- Remarkable Recovery From Covid-19
- Sleep Issues, "Rules," Solid Skills And The Unseen Therapist
- The Unseen Therapist Diagnoses And Resolves Major Hidden Issues
- Sharon Clegg's Impressive Release From Childhood Abuse
- Webinar Example: Anne Ryan Shares Her Unseen Therapist Experiences
- Webinar Example: A Message From The Unseen Therapist - COPD
- Webinar Example - Bone-on-bone hip pain improvement
- Major Relief From Plantar Fasciitis
- From Desperation To Hope: A Love Filled Story
- Success For Relationships, Sexual Assualt, Business Confidence And More
- Risa's Benefits From OEFT Thoroughness
- Aliss's Remarkable Immerse-ucation Benefits
- Judy Ryan has major energy surge during an Unseen Therapist session
- A Great Start For Joshua's Serious Illness - ROHHAD
- The Immerse-ucation Process: Major Results
- The Unseen Therapist "digs around" in a client's neck
- Did The Unseen Therapist Find Young Jules' Stuffed Rabbit?
- Anne Ryan, The Unseen Therapist And A Move Toward Abundance
- Catherine tells her horrific story to The Unseen Therapist
- The Unseen Therapist as "Oxygen"
- Anna Garcia's serious, negative results using EFT "scripts"
- The Unseen Therapist eliminates eye bleeding and more
- Astonishing results for symptoms
- Reflux: The Unseen Therapist succeeds where EFT Tapping fell short
- An MD shares his EFT journey
- Anne Ryan on The Unseen Therapist's "deeper state of peace"
- Anne Ryan deepens her skills with The Unseen Therapist
- The "impossible" knee pain that only EFT could help
- The Unseen Therapist opens two hearts - "Love is my Shield"
- Did The Unseen Therapist rescue Daniela's aunt from death?
- Karen's vanishing wasp sting
- Jason flips into The Unseen Therapist's ultimate love
- Unexpected benefits from The Unseen Therapist
- My problem of being around sexually aggressive men
- 25 years of Acid Reflux vanishes
- "I'm never going to be able to do this!"
- "She's cancer free!"
- Darla Clears Major Emotional Issues In Minutes
- Spiritual Experiences
- Three Guidances From The Unseen Therapist
- Princess (A Dog) Visits With Her Deceased Human Mom
- Helen Bates' Beautiful Spiritual Experience
- Dave Moore's Spiritual Experiences
- Donna McLaurin, RN's "Awesome Glimpse"
- Meet Ray Kinman (Near Death Experience)
- Suzanne Gieseman describes her spiritual communications in a Webinar
- Jean Hutchinson's Spiritual Experience
- Kurt Brendstrup compares the human and spiritual worlds
- Anne Ryan on "gentle" spiritual experiences
- Catherine's Spiritual Experience
- Jan Firstenberg's "Angel" experience.
- Mireille Fruin's "Blanket full of love"
- "Seeing" the client at an earlier age.
- The Unseen Therapist - Touching the World
- #1: Understanding time is an illusion.
- #2: "Everything changed and time stood still."
- #3: "Please God, may I feel your peace?"
- #4: Cherry Wilson's spiritual experience.
- #5: Anita Muzard shares her spiritual experience
- #6: The Unexplainable Spiritual Experience
- #7: Suzan Proia had two Spiritual Awakenings
- #8: My "spiritual, out of this world experience."
- #9: Lilli Bennett's Spiritual Experience.
- #10: Fee Berry's spiritual experience included everything.
- #11: "I thought that I was being let in on what heaven must be like."
- #12: Describing the indescribable.
- #13: Katie Gallagher's Revelation
- #14: A must read: Joan Johnson's Spiritual Awakening.
- #15: "Everything is one."
- #16: Spiritual Experiences from Poland
- #17: "I felt the touch of God that night."
- #18: To Infinity and Beyond
- #19: Diane Roy's three spiritual experiences.
- #20: " I was speechless in overwhelming awe and wonder."
- #21: "Laughing in the wind."
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Spiritual Experiences
#18: To Infinity and Beyond
Hi Everyone,
Hoberleigh Preigh shares this intriguing spiritual experience. He says, "The love that enveloped me was like the ocean compared to the drop in the bucket I felt on this earthly plane"... and... "In that moment I knew without a shadow of a doubt that THIS was home. It was where we all come from and where we all will end up again. The joy at that thought was immeasurable."
e-hugs, Gary
TO INFINITY AND BEYOND...
It was December of 1986. I was in a class that met weekly for a couple of months. The theme was psychic development. I don’t remember much that is specific other than we practiced different exercises to become more intuitive. I had read about astral projection, the ability to travel outside of the body. It sounded fantastic and I wanted to be able to do it. I asked the instructor if we could do that one week. She agreed and I thought she had forgotten as the weeks progressed. She didn’t. I was delighted when she announced at the beginning of class that we would travel outside of our bodies.
I remember quite clearly how it began. I was seated on the floor leaning against a chair. She began by having us relax our bodies and breathing in a certain way (though exactly how I don’t recall.) Then she began what sounded like a hypnotic induction. I think she gave us suggestions to travel to the place we would most like to be. I had no idea where that was so I didn’t focus on anywhere in particular.
At the end of the exercise I found myself back in the room but it seemed like a million years had passed from the time I had closed my eyes. I looked at everyone else thinking they must have had the same extraordinary experience. Each person shared their story of where they went and what they experienced.
My father, who was also a student in the class, said he was flying over the Hawaiian Islands. He could zoom down to any of the islands he desired and zoom back up into the sky at will. Some people went to their favorite vacation spot, some went to their hometown. I kept waiting to hear someone describe something similar to my experience but it never happened. When everyone else finished telling their own story I spoke up. As I write this in 2013 over 26 years later I can remember this episode as though it happened yesterday.
When we began I was breathing and hearing the count of the instructor when all of a sudden I was surrounded by complete darkness. I was more conscious and aware than I had ever been. I remember looking all around (with what I don’t know as I had no body and therefore no eyes) but look I did. I was seeking the light. “There’s got to be a light somewhere” I thought. “I keep hearing about a tunnel. It’s got to be here somewhere.” As I was seeking the light I became hyper aware of the peace that surrounded me. It expanded to a feeling of overwhelming love.
I am apparently one of the fortunate individuals on this planet who grew up with love. Though nothing and no one is perfect in this life, including my family, I must say that I always felt loved as a child. So surrounded by darkness in this moment of incredible love I thought about my childhood and the love I felt back then. I imagined the feeling I used to have as I walked into the front door of the house where I grew up with my family. I attempted to compare the love I had felt then with the love I was experiencing at that moment. But there was no comparison. Not even close. The love that enveloped me was like the ocean compared to the drop in the bucket I felt on this earthly plane. Though here it didn’t seem like a drop.
In that moment I knew without a shadow of a doubt that THIS was home. It was where we all come from and where we all will end up again. The joy at that thought was immeasurable.
I don’t believe in a heaven in the clouds with angels flying around playing their harps. I never did. I also don’t believe in a hell ruled by a devil with a pitchfork living in a barbecue pit. I’m just stating my beliefs or rather non beliefs with no intention of offending anyone else’s beliefs.
I remember watching the character Fred Sanford on TV from “Sanford and Son” grasping his chest as he feigned a heart attack looking skyward and saying “I’m coming home, Elizabeth” I never understood what he meant by equating death with coming home. But now I understood. This was home. Because of this experience I don’t believe that the stories I’ve heard from neither individuals nor the books I’ve read about the life between lives is our real home either. Not that they are not real occurrences.
I’ve heard and read many accounts about near death experiences. Many are very similar in nature. Going through the tunnel. Seeing the light. Being met by loved ones, guides, Jesus, the council of elders or whomever. Feeling the love. Often being told it is not their time and they must go back, etc. Don’t get me wrong. I believe each and every one is absolutely a real experience. And usually it is a very valuable and significant experience.
I’ve read about soul families and how we make agreements to learn certain lessons and have specific missions here on earth. That for the most part, we choose our lives, our parents and our challenges. That while we have freewill much is also predetermined. This is all very possibly the truth. I can’t deny it because I have no proof. I also can’t affirm it is ABSOLUTELY the truth.
BUT the experience I had was nothing like I had ever read about. It was not like the accounts of others. First of all there was no light. There was no other person. Only the most pure sense of love one could ever imagine. It was a warmth as tangible as a heated blanket. It was soothing and comforting and ever present. As I became acclimated I began thinking of questions. I asked why my mother had died so suddenly earlier that year. I also remember asking about time. I heard it was said that time was an illusion. It was not real. I couldn’t understand how time was an illusion so I asked and it was answered.
In fact, every time I asked a question I received an answer. But here is the problem. When I came back into the awareness of my body I was not (apparently) allowed to bring back any of the information I was shown. I could remember every question I asked and I could bring back every thought I had about each experience but only those. If I did not initiate the thought in my own mind it was erased.
Here is what I do remember. I was shown the history of the planet. It was like a movie that was played backward from the present moment back to the beginning of the earth’s formation. But unlike a movie I somehow experienced every part of life. It was all three dimensional and I was part of all of it. When it finished I remember thinking “Wow! That was the history of the earth!” But then it started all over again only this time it was a completely different version. I thought “The earth has had more than one life” and as soon as I had that thought I saw a third version of the planet’s history. I can’t tell you for sure if there was another one after that or not but I was feeling so astonished and overwhelmed that I said “That’s enough. I just want to feel the love some more.” And I did. After basking in the love for what felt like millions of years I was ready to ask more questions. Each moment that I was there felt all time and no time (at the same time.) There is no way to communicate this to make sense but while in that state it felt very natural and normal.
I have tried through meditation many times to get back to that state but I have never been able to replicate the experience. I questioned it for many years but I know what and how I felt and it has altered my beliefs tremendously. I have wondered why my experience differed so much from all of the near death and out of body experiences I’ve heard and read about. It made no sense until I read the book “The Disappearance of the Universe” by Gary Renard. I won’t go into detail here but I highly recommend the book. It helped give me an expanded perception of life.
One thing I remember quite vividly is that I was more aware than I have ever been and I was in complete control of my experience. When I chose to be with the love I was ONE with God or Love or whatever you want to call it. I felt as though I was there for eternity and yet at any moment I could choose something else. The moment I had a thought it would become my experience - totally and completely. Whenever I chose to change the experience I would have another thought and then that one would be my new experience.
So why or how did I come back? I really wished I didn’t come back to tell the truth. But I came back with a definite knowingness that over there is the place where we all return and that gave me peace.
When the experience ended I was sitting on the floor with my back against a chair. I opened my eyes and the instructor was in front of me glancing at her watch. She paused but didn’t see I had opened my eyes. She gently said “Come back from wherever you are and become aware of your body and when you are ready you may open your eyes.”
So why did I come back before we were told to do so? Maybe I wanted to beat the crowd. But in all honesty I think it was because there was a higher part of me that was tuned into both worlds and wanted my lower self to know it was paying attention. While I’m in this body in this dimension I will never know. But maybe someday....
Namaste,
Hoberleigh